so it's been a while since i came around here... many things going on in my life... some good, some not so good... but all in all... feeling positive and hopeful.
it's probably been a few days before the bp faux pas in the gulf... i can't help but wonder if it's my fault?!
...not really... but if people read this and they share with their friends, then perhaps BP will be able to cap that leak like tupac would cap asses... damn... bet you didn't know i was gansta.
back to where i'm at... so there have been things going on in life and in the world that make me ask things about myself... i'm still not sure of answers, but i think it's good for people to question themselves to make sure their moral compass isn't completely out of whack. i'm not saying i'm dead center pinned on the pole, but i think i'm doing ok. i keep getting up in the am and getting through my day, but i'd like to think i'm making a little bit of progress... gaining a little bit of ground on the enemy within.
...hopefully, i'm not walking into an ambush.
...i'm not being negative, just realistic. i've got a past of self defeat and sabotage, and i'm trying really hard to be strong and confident... to win myself over... to better myself... and ever so slowly...
...i think i am...
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